Guni Koh

2009-10-11T03:36:00.001+08:00

Goal 2010!

PG night sprint here i come.

gearing
final
clutch
LSD

tyres
retuning!

many many no money

2009-07-30T12:40:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guK16omp7xY

I've changed my blog song to this but, somehow, i can't get it to play automatically, please remedy for me!

Song for Dad [=

2009-07-21T13:39:00.003+08:00

2009-06-30T20:59:00.001+08:00

Looks like my sixth sense came true, i can't get my yellow tomorrow. Xiang said on Thursday. Hopefully.

Anyway. my shoulder hurts like hell, muscle tendon infected ]=

2009-06-22T19:09:00.002+08:00

Another year passed.

Bless you dad, have a happy day at wherever you are now.

I missed you.

Will celebrate father's day and your birthday together on September 11th, that's when i promise i'll come with cake, drink and cigarette. Forgive that i lack of the potential of surviving without mom for the time being.

loves

2009-06-14T21:17:00.001+08:00

2009-05-25T09:49:00.003+08:00

from baby

AND A NEW HAIR CUT

2009-05-23T00:17:00.001+08:00

THE CAR IS SO NEAR YET SO FAR!!!!!!! WTF MAN

WHAT THE FIACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

2009-05-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

TOYOTA COROLLA AXIO (Silver, Manual)

Engine Capacity 1496 cc
Chassis No. NZE1416039621
Reg Date 05 Oct 2007
COE $16,999.00
OMV $11,331.00
Mileage <35000km

Going off at $46,888.00 (Neg with freebies)

Sound Stream 4 channel Amp
Sound Stream Mono Amp
Sound Stream 6" Comp x2
Sound Stream 12" Sub with box /w Grill
Sound Sream 4 Farad CapCables
15" SSR Type C Replica Black Rim / GOOD YEAR LS2000 Hybrid
60mm Autoguage RPM meter with stand

No "special smell" no smoking in car before, no durian transport ever. SMELL FREE, highest FC 18.5 km/l achieved.
93682715 Mr Koh

Please contact mi @ 93682715

2009-05-04T22:31:00.002+08:00

FI FAI FO FANG!

2009-04-23T11:33:00.000+08:00

2009-04-23T11:22:00.004+08:00

2009-04-13T23:53:00.002+08:00

2009-04-13T23:47:00.001+08:00

2009-04-04T17:18:00.006+08:00

loves

2009-04-02T12:00:00.000+08:00

Have been busy with work lately. Flipping through street directory, noted the exact place and there we do with baby to deliver the goods. Baby have been tagging along with me to work these few days and she helping quite a lot ! Good job Baby, loves !

2009-03-26T23:31:00.006+08:00

Some misc and..

SUPER SMALL THROTTLE BODY(E-throttle)

Stock clutch transformation...

Become this!!!!! TADA!!!!!

UR-Front Lower Strut [=

HEH HEH, hope to get approval to spray my car. BZ has agreed to 'sponsored' me abit haha.

FormulaD.SG......................... SWEET

ITS BREMBO BTW..

Last but not least, LOVES!

2009-03-21T03:13:00.002+08:00

KALLANG LEISURE PARK > JLN KAYU ROTI PRATA!!!!!!!!!

WORKSHOPPED!

TRANSFORMERS 2 AND STORM RIDER COMING SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!

2009-03-16T03:29:00.002+08:00

BBQ DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and we DIY a birthday cake for ys!!

Went Super Modern with the guys to do some check on my car. Fell sick, cough cough! hahaha.

Thanks for the company! Selegie tauhuey after which!

Macpherson for L4D while baby play Audition with Faith, dry clean our car at petrol station before heading down to Kallang Mac for supper. SUPER TIRED LOH

Luckily we saw something interesting before we left, 'local hero'

2009-03-09T22:06:00.002+08:00

2009-03-09T19:57:00.001+08:00

CCCCCCCCCCCCBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB ONE LONG POST GONE! BECAUSE OF ERROR!!!!!!!!!!! DU LAN I'M JUST GONNA UPLOAD PHOTOS THEN!

2009-03-06T14:25:00.002+08:00

sent baby to work this morning before stopping by at Geylang workshop to handover my remote.

stop by katong this pet place call Mount something to pick up stel, nana & zhen. BUT THE KATONG LAKSA NOT REALLY NICE! HAHAHAHHAAH

Awfully chocolate tonight for birthday someone lol.

ok, i'm so bored.

2009-02-28T20:04:00.001+08:00

Been out with Jer, Stella, Eric, Faith, Mer & Clar these few days.

I AM SO TIRED NOW! Going MS to meet up baby with the ladies before i start work at 11pm till 7 am the next morning. ]= Anyways, darling coming over to stay for tonight, but i won't be at home lol..

alright, gotta go now.

ps, I UPDATED ALREADY

2009-02-20T02:09:00.002+08:00

13th Feb

Accompany baby down Bella for interview and was given the job starting from Monday! Picked her up at Esplanade after she done chilling with Jo they all, went Katong's Hk cafe to slack before heading back to my place. Nothing much..

14th Feb VDAY

Woke up damn early in the morning, pick up gong then head to bedok south market for breakfast before going in Malaysia to do my seats and installing of my coilover. Reached BoostZone at around 12+, and everything was done at about 7pm+. I guess i haven't been inside for quite some time, i got the road mixed up which landed us on the way back to Woodland CP instead of Tuas CP. Why don't i just take Woodland CP since it will bring us back to SG anyway right? Cause i called up LTA checkpoint to check on traffic updates and it was on 'CONJESTED!'

2nd Link has always been my first choice anyway if not for the expensive toll fees from SG and MY.

Guess what?! I got stopped at the police checkpoint and my whole car was CHECKED. Unscrewed my woofer to let the ICA officer do routine check on DRUGS. Damn sueh, reach baby's place at around 10.30pm ]=. Hurried home and got changed, send gong home before heading over to Kallang Leisure Park for the "Underworld, Rise of the Lycans" which baby mentioned she feel like watching. The movie was great! Hahahahaha

Head over to Orchard Gudang to meet up Jer & Stella and the rest for a while before going for supper and head back my place to end the day.

Of course not forgetting the most important... FLOWERS, i'll post up the flowers once i upload from my camera.

15th Feb

Fernvale for Clubaxio's DIY car wash event and almost all of us was introduced to NERF by Bren! And we found a place where alot of people are flying kites and i really do mean ALOT of people!

Headed down to Kallang Leisure Park for chilling and YOGURT! I did mention in my previous post that i love the yogurt, "YOGURU"! Haha..

Jy & Gong mahjong at my place with my mommy.

16th Feb

Baby's first day but i was late which caused her to be late for the first day and she got ticked off, i'm sorry! Pick up baby after work and head to my place for dinner before sending her home.

17th Feb

Pick up baby from her work and headed to my place!

18th Feb

Went town to get her work's stuff on her off day. SPENT ALOT. Century Square for her new pair of heels and then meet up Janson to go MUSTAFA to get his tie for today's PROM NIGHT. We found alot of interesting stuffs over at MUSTAFA hahah, i guess baby got her plans on how and what to spend when she get her pay.

I went to some budget hotel for interview and i was called down for training on the next day.

19th Feb

Send baby to work before going for my job training, front desk. The manager only trained mi 10 mins and she left mi alone at the counter! Quite boring, human traffic was very low.

Pick up gong and went in Malaysia to do my passenger seat. Came back on time to pick up baby.

Just reach home after dinner and game of billard and pool at Tamp Safra with Jy & Gong.

And just out of sudden, miss eunice.c felt ill and VOMITTED infront of me, fucking worried can. B, get well soon ok, don't let Mrs Eng down! LOVES

2009-02-13T19:46:00.002+08:00

Well, went back 7sib this morning for briefing.

Ex. HighNoon 2009 was the mission name, Taiwan.

Had to take FFI and two jabs, typhoid and tanenus. Afterwhich went to look for Mam Ginny with Leong Kun talk cock.

Head down to GMSS to watch boys's match after that then meet up with George to pass him money for my Coilovers! New stuff coming in but he said my 'drivetrain' might be damaged that explains the sound from the front, well.. Gotta get checked tomorrow.

Was thinking since i got so much free time till night before meeting baby, i might as well go down Geylang workshop to get my remote start a little tweak. Well, everything went unsuccessful.

And when i was about to go off, i close the door and wind up the window. WALAH! centerialise locking system went off and i'm locked outside. The boss was like, WTF! haha bo piang gotta take a cab back home to get the spare key, luckily i stay near if not cab fare CHOR! JUST BEFORE I HAIL CAB, i saw a big big nail pierced into my tyre i'm like, simi lj man. Called george and he too, laughed.

Cabbed home and back on one same taxi, the uncle was kind enough to charge mi $10 for the whole trip, he off the charge. [= he said this, 'you wu ka sueh liao, i just charge you $10 can liao.' hahahah

Later maybe collecting my coil after meeting baby, maybe before meeting baby, well either way i will get my coil and meet my beloved!

2009-02-11T12:51:00.002+08:00

Went Taka with baby to meet up ladies. Had lunch at Ajisan, not feeling very hungry so i ordered the green pea thingy. Surprisingly, they serve the edamane(i think its spelled like this, otherwise... lol) HOT! and salt sprinkle all over, which tasted so good lohz. Unlike typical japanese buffet cuisine.

After which, we landed in Balcony and all of us were screen of our IC. But i have this practice to leave my wallet in car so i had no identification to identify that i'm over age (obviously i look over 18). So i told the bar boy, i have no any form of identification with me as i left all of those in my car, what i have is my car key, and i have to be over 18 inorder to drive right? Guess what?! He asked to check my car key if its a real car key, good gracious!

I don't have any photos taken with me, all are with Imelda, Metilda & Mabeline they all. Hop to theirs to view some "process of sun tanning" photo. [=

Suppose to go sun tanning now but lazy gotten all over her. Ending up staying at my place again, teaching her how to play dota. Doh.

2009-02-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

Brownie treat from Shi Hui! M.Nut ice cream, seriously. i don't know how to spell that word. Mascadamia ? lol

2009-02-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

Mom ask mi to read this article.

Fortune of Career- Business is like a boat sailing against the current. Shareholders have the tendency to split. Beware of financial difficulties and engaging the wrong person whom may end up in court and be sued for bankruptcy

Fortune of Work- At the begining of the year, pressure from inter-personal relationships can be very taxing, especially with the heavy workload. Increased pressure also comes from bosses, but you are advised not to change jobs, and to be steadfast at your position.

Fortune of Partial Wealth- Your luck is comparatively weaker, and it is advisable not to gamble or invest in stocks and shares. Otherwise, you will suffer from unexpected monetary losses.

Fortune of Love- Courting couples will have quarrels and disputes. At the same time, a rival will make an appearance, stirring a love triangle and even causing a breakup.

2009-01-28T12:20:00.001+08:00

2009-01-27T23:08:00.002+08:00

god, first day of cny i woke up at 12pm+! freaking tired, totally forgot what i did on eve... wait, rethink!hmmm

Was out dotaing with Vic & Guo Rei at katong, oh yeah.. Got home at about 6am.

I suggested heading over to Da Gu's house since her place is so near ours before going to Mandai to pay visit to my late dad every year.

The nerdy spec done its job, almost everybody couldn't recognise me. A nerdy spec, a half tanned guy & long time no see thingy. Uncle Neo's first impression was, who's son is he? Till i remove my specs and he was like, "OH KELVIN AR!" [=

Da Gu's asked about the other half, thanks to mommy who covered up for mi to some of the relative, but i'm alright!

Headed down to Mandai, God. I SWEAR i was superly sad when i see this. "1955-2005", Daddy only lived a half of his life. Mommy gotta live the rest of her life without him beside her for her. Its really saddening, losing your loved one. Seriously, i miss my Dad. I really do, tears made its way out of my eyes without Mom's notice. Luckily she didn't see, moreever i'm her only son and the one and only one left in this world for her.

Well, back on the happier side!

Met up ah jie, andy, miss fong & jy for karaoke in the late night,and i got to drive BMW! Once in my life, but i swear i won't drive anymore continential car until i'm really financially able to get one my own. Its so hard to control, every control is different, car is so huge. But, its fun [=. Thanks jie for that! [=

Some of le bonds came over to my place at 12+ which supposingly we agreed to be at 10am+. Anyway, i slept till 12+ and i was still on my boxer when they all reach. So pai seh lah?! lol

Ordered 933 Golden Pillow but i think their standard dropped. Curry tasted chalky. Beef ain't nice.

Back in my room, the rest "exchanging monies session" while i'm in the living room entertaining Guest and celebrating Mommy's birthday! Yeah! It falls on 27th Jan. Lucky lucky!

Janson and i had the same thinking, CNY feels not so festival this year. Perhaps to what's happening on with our life but we still gotta live on.

Clique went to Gong's place for second round shortly, took some photos which i'm gonna upload in my lebonds.

Last stopped tonight at Ka Wei's place when Gwen came over for some more of our "ems"[=.

She gave mi a "evil smile"when she showed mi her blackjack when i'm the banker AND BESIDE HER! roar!????!!!!???!

Well, and i'm at work now, so bored and tired. I've made up my mind, work till 5th of feb and i'm gonna quit till i come back singapore on May. GWEN YOU ARE MY SUPPER KAKI NOW!

2009-01-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

went geylang swimming complex earlier with baby. Weather is damn cool today, why? While i was on my way to fetch her, it was still hot afternoon at eunos area, but once i exited PIE towards bendemeer, dark clouds covered the blue sky, and it started raining.

Baby suggested going Geylang swimming complex, then i notice the rain started to simmer down so went ahead there. Go into the complex and its just small drizzle. Ok this is the side track and funny part.

Baby, plunged down into the water without even showering herself. There she goes shivering and "Chin" shaking moment, keep complaining cold and cold. So.... Gave her a hug and tried to block the cold wind with my back, and damn its fucking cold can!!

So after some grumbling about the chills, we carried on swimming. About half hour later, the sun was out and we went to get our chair to suntan. God knows!? 30 mins later, it started drizzling again.

Damn cool right the weather, weather.. for the win!

[=

2009-01-11T13:33:00.004+08:00

changed my blog song to one very nice song by sally yeh,my childhood idol.

Met Mariah to look for stuff, i was super hit off by the price! lol

Went Grand Plaza Park Hotel buffet with Bren, Jeremie & gf after dropping Mariah off. Enjoy the dinner! And we played some arcade games at Bugis before we go off.

Fix up some of the left over puzzle before i hit the sack.

Hopefully this wednesday can use hall again, go back sweat haha.. how i wish it was like 2007, when i went back for training. Time flies, its 2009 already. Pleasant and unhappy stuff over the years.

Dad, i miss you. Time and time, i wish you will come into my dreams and talk with me. Remember when you came into my dream when i gotta go for my first driving license, you taught me in my dreams how to apply correct techique and the instructor praise me as if i driven years before.

Dad, i seriously notice, things are different without you around. Is this what people mean by, Us, human will only regret once they lost something precious? Dad, i wonder if i'm heavily debted to anybody in my previous life or done something terribly bad.

long last.

2009-01-09T13:46:00.001+08:00

BLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOD

2009-01-06T23:10:00.002+08:00

Cough cough cough cough.

That would be the first few sound you'll hear from me if you get to see me. Lucky enough, you might even see some blood lol.

Met up babe this morning, told mi wanted to pass mi something and that something is one hot urine for mi to drink! haha went for breakfast together after that before going home. Thanks for the "urine" eh, [= loves

Well, didn't had a pleasant sleep today after work. Woke up at 5+ for no good reason, made cup noodle. *OHOH SIDE TRACK ABIT, please support Nissin's Chilli Crab, hellva delicious!* Out of sudden, my car alarm vibrate. So i disarmed the alarm, but it just kept on vibrating. First thing came to my head was, "This bloody bugger must have hurt my car so badly its crying out for me"
Ran to the carpark and the hazzard light was on but siren wasn't on, i was like wtf. Could it be i forgot to switch off the hazzard light when i got home earlier. Freakin' yes! I ACTUALLY FORGOT to off the hazzard light and my batt died off.

Note: It normally means some bugger gave a hard knock on my car.

Called Sito and he came over, lol. Did nothing as he got no jump start cable. Tried calling George cause i remember he has this freakin huge jump start cable in his car but he's already at Henderson place. Last resort, i tried Barry, my cousin. He came down aroudn 30 mins later and REVIVE THE DEAD BATTERY! Hell yeah lol..

sign... *cough cough*.. off

2009-01-05T23:30:00.002+08:00

normal blanket < quill cover MANYMANY.

Its nicer, warmer, and definately more cosy to sleep in one. But, falling sick doesn't make any of it nice at all.

Went Ikea in the afternoon after cancelling our jogging due to rain with mommy and baby. Bought some new Bedsheets for new year and one especially for baby. Wanted a red one for her but just so damn nice its out of stock, harhar.. Well, its a bloated shopping for us three. Had late lunch at Ikea's foodcourt, pictures will be posted up soon!

Imagine, Mee goreng, Grilled chicken drumstick, Swedish beef ball, Cream of apa simi vegatable soup, princess cake, daim cake. I'll make sure my food shots make you drool all over your keyboard! [=

I think mommy has her eyes on the $1,099 bycast leather sofa. Well... the cough syrup effect is still in me, so tired.

QUILL COVER FOR THE WIN!

2009-01-04T11:37:00.002+08:00

If you asked me to! [=

2009-01-01T08:37:00.002+08:00

Super busy man 01/01/09 night. I HAVING CUSTOMER COMING IN AT THIS HOUR, THIS FREAKING HOUR. AND ITS HALF FULL.

DULAN! Waiting list went to like 50+ coms.

There are more and more retards investing man. Seriously. #%Y%$Y#$H#J$J$N$H

2008-12-31T23:07:00.003+08:00

GOOD THINGS COME MANY MANY, BAD THINGS GO AWAY PLEASE.

May happy moment be engraved deep down in my heart and let these both hands work out a better tomorrow. True happiness come from deep within, not by any materialistical advantage.

Create some romance and feeling from simplicity!

Receive a letter from "alp" saying the taxi wants to claim $15k plus from me Insurance, 'negligence driver' wtf man. Seriously spoilt my mood.

Best of all, i fell sick again on the very last day of 2008. ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Just can't wait for feb 05th to come. Speaking of which, feb 08th i have to go back my camp to attend my oversea training briefing, 0800-2359 ]=.

SHRUGS!!

Hope to have more money
More happy moments
Trd quick shifter
Exhaust
Coilover
last but not least, good health for my friends and family

2008-12-31T00:26:00.002+08:00

Christmas - working
New Year Eve - working
New Year - Working
Chinese New Year - working

normal pay, 12 hours flat. Cool huh? Well, i tender already so just gotta survive the cny and i'll be off resting to recover!

Went Queensway shopping center with gong and yuda earlier today, bought 2 tops 1 jeans. The tee had this Mr. 'something' imprinted on it, like those girl's top. Ms. Noisy, Ms. similj one.

I was like, 'ain't this for girls only why got MR' So i got myself a Mr........ "FOR YOU TO KNOW, FOR MI TO WEAR" HARHAR.

Head on down to Ikea to get Gong's stuff, end up getting some for myself too. I have to stop spending money already like, seriously stop!

____________________________________________________________________

I'm working for New year eve and New year it self, so, i'm awfully sorry my friends and sister if any of you try asking mi out but to no avail. Harhar, bo bian.

Anyway, i'll be looking for new job, i've send a resume to Yoguru @ www.yoguru.com.sg but they have not reply, sigh. Like a real, SIGH. ]=

2008-12-30T15:06:00.001+08:00

i seriously got no idea why my back is still aching and giving mi pain after so many months, i don't even dare to jump during vball practice. AFAGAHGAWEHHS OMGWTFBBQ ME

2008-12-26T20:07:00.003+08:00

Marley & Me

The heartwarming and unforgettable story of a family in the making and the wondrously neurotic dog taught them what really matters in life

John and Jenny were young and in love, with a perfect little house and not a care in the world. Then they brought home Marley, a wiggly yellow furball of a puppy-- and their life would never be the same. Marley quickly grew into a barreling, ninety-seven-pound steamroller of a Labrador retriever who crashed through screen doors, flung drool on guests, stole women's undergarments, devoured couches and fine jewelry, and was expelled from obedience school. Yet Marley's heart was pure, and he remained a steadfast model of love and devotion for a growing family through pregnancy, birth, heartbreak, and joy, right to the inevitable goodbye.

* MORE THAN A YEAR ON THE NEW YORK TIMES BEST SELLER LIST*

2008-12-25T01:38:00.003+08:00

what the hell is christmas man. working now and get so many fucked up stuffs here. fucking pissed off.

ARHHHHHHHHHHHH.

so mad at it, back ache even more now. damnit..

Luckily Gong came down work place accompany me.

2008-12-23T15:29:00.002+08:00

In the silence of the night,
on this pretty pretty night,
All that's on my mind
is nothing but your pretty sight.

Pray i tried, and hope i might,
nothing more than a little hi.
All i wanted was your attention,
something that sets me in motion.

Blame you not i shall for ignoring,
but me myself for not initiating.
Shy to express my feelings,
makes me wonder if i'm a weakling.

Easy to say, hard to do.
Wonders how many feel the same too.
For it is the fear of rejection,
that really hinders my confession.

Lonely is how I feel,
To be here without you.
Foolish me they call,
But I just want to give you my all.

How complete is a night,
Without your pretty sight.
Come whatever may,
And fear not what others say.

For all I have to give,
Is the best gift I can ever give.
As I pen down my thoughts this night,
I wonder what you are doing on the other side.

Will there ever be me in your heart,
Or am I just thinking too much.
So each night I pray hard,
That one day, I might somehow hold a place in your hear

2008-12-22T19:36:00.002+08:00

Visited toilet 7 freaking times yesterday and was running on fever! Had to go long beach eat seafood to celebrate Jinyi's 21st birthday. I was in freaking pain man, guess what? We head over to Teo Heng after the dinner. Headache was like killing me the whole of yesterday, and maybe now. DAMN!

Well, had buffet at Nihon Mura with B girls and Mr Ng celebrating Sheryl's birthday. Now you girls know king of 7-up is who liao mah!? Damn the drinks they mixed up as forfeit is SO SO SO D A M N GROSS. ARH!

I'm so tired..

Oh, i bump onto cynthia twice today! Surprisingly coincidence! First was at her bus stop which was a turn in from Hai sing and Second outside Nihon Mura while i was staring outside. So, HELLO YOU GYM-er

2008-12-21T01:09:00.002+08:00

The K-ster visit!

These are the few photos leeched from Stella! lol, ops. I WANT MY VVVIIEEEDEOH

2008-12-16T01:30:00.000+08:00

hope is a flower which blooms amidst despair...
and if one holds a LOVED ONE in their heart,
then that person remains forever in the heart as long as LOVE remains......

2008-12-13T22:46:00.003+08:00

http://www.oktoday.sg/day/highlights/gx5.html

GX5 ( oktoRIGINAL )
Every Sun, 11:30pm ( starts 21 Dec )

About GX5! ( Game Xtreme 5!)
In this brand new action-adventure series, 5 teens comes across an email invite to a brand new online game called Game Xtreme, and unwittingly find themselves – trapped in it!
As they try to find ways and means to get out from their predicament, they realise that there’s a strong opposing force who’s trying to keep them in it – and he’s none other than the Evil Lord of Game Xtreme:

Evil G and his sidekick – SPAM!
But little do they realise, there’s more at play here than just evil villains and the virtual game! There’s also a mastermind involved!
Catch GX5 every Sunday 11:30am. Starts 21 December.

Starrring Lenny & Kim Wakerman!

Episode 1 ( 21 Dec )
In this brand new fantasy-adventure series, 5 Kids from varied backgrounds stumbled on an email invite to a brand new online game, and unwittingly find themselves – drawn and trapped in it!
What’s even more bizarre – is that they seemed to have transformed into super-heroes… of sorts! With super powers too!
As they try to find ways and means out from their predicament, they realise that there’s a strong opposing force who’s trying to keep them in it – and he’s none other than Evil G and his sidekick – SPAM!

MUST CATCH! HARHAR

2008-12-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

I just can't get to sleep, flashback comes back without warning and next moment, *BOOM* i'm awake.

To think i gotta work tonight and oh-my-gunis, i just can't sleep! harhar...

Drop a answer from above on this season for her, and for me.

Well, anyway.. Gotta look for a new job soon. Every single thing in my life right now relate back to the past. How cool, my job, my car, my stuffs, my bed.

Chance?

2008-12-04T15:04:00.001+08:00

Had a most belated, belated of all belated birthday celebration for Mariah and mine yesterday! HAHAHAHA, first thing first.

I DIDN'T DRIVE OUT YESTERDAY, YES! I took public transport to Tampines meeting her lol. Accomplishment, been such a long time since i took a train. Damn its expensive! Took our lunch at Nihon Mura's! Okay, she can't eat for goodness sake.

But, anyway.. THANKS FOR THE TIRAMISU! Yeah, she bought a Tiramisu from Canele for me. Sure its, delicious, soft and yummy! And a framed up of number "10" using dollar notes and hand folded stars. As much as i wanted to take out the money, but on second thought, destroying something that was done with so much hard work. I decided to display it on my new cupboard! HARHAR, along with the Disney Stitch's landyard with my name on it! [=

Thanks Mariah!! Well, my present for you will be one of a good momento! har har!! You're a goody friend! hehehe, i'm glad she had such a wonderful classmate & friend, but noob like you.

THIS POST IS FOR YOU, full of graditute!

2008-12-01T21:50:00.001+08:00

Guess what? My finger got caught in the drawer, its swallon and purple! fuuyooh.

People get a bow, have a break, take a breathe! Living takes alot of courage!
I'm flattergasted by how time flies and i'm still there providing what people think i shouldn't be doing, but. This is me

Be yourself, love yourself, idolise yourself.. okay, that sounds abit over insane to human level lol. Well, next wednesday Shopping at Jusco! Looking forward! Hippy!! ^^

What is love?

i don't really understand either har har.. But, most of all. Be yourself, because, this is the only way you will remember me for my ways of doing things for you. Love has no boundaries, are you willing to put your stake into it, to fight for it. I did! For that i know, i once did. I wanted to fight for your freedom, justice. But what am i thinking, some Justice Hero? LOL..

Perhaps, its appreciation, trust, devotion, proud, or maybe, no defination to it at all.

I KNOW IT MYSELF!

2008-11-29T15:56:00.001+08:00

What was that! Is that the feeling of loneliness? Not knowing what to do, where to go, who to find when you wake up?

Gosh, where are my friends when i need them. I seriously think i got no much friends, tied down with work, army, bonded with bf/gf or some just don't even bother about me unless they need me.

I actually had to drink by myself at my carpark yesterday after work, and hit the sack once i got home.

What happened to the colors in my life? Are you gone, or the colors are fading away while i didn't notice.

Can money really buy love? Then what's the meaning of love then? "Name your worth/price" ?

Why would the princess still wait for the poor man she love when a rich prince arrive in car. - Taken from the taiwan drama Corner with Love.

OK FUCK THIS, i'm dead lonely. Screw this loneliness, i won't have be like this if not for.. forget it.

2008-11-23T03:16:00.000+08:00

went to pasir ris park to attend shi hui's 21th birthday. boy, i really don't feel like seeing birthday party as much as getting near to bbq pits, it just has so so much recaps.

Afterall, i smiled when i saw shi hui and her bf were taking photo together with the cake. Its really sweet, is this what we get from seeing things from the outside? Where as the "person" who's inside the photo don't feel the sweetness, happiness & love as much as outsiders see it.

Didn't really stay for long, haven't got enough sleep lately. Gotta wake up early, heading down to Kallang for the FullThrottle carnival! yahooooo.

Dear Kelvin Koh is missed. His life is full of laughters, no stress and hope.

2008-11-22T11:37:00.000+08:00

I FELT SO WASTED CAN!

Went Oriental Party World to any how 'scream' with Faith and her 2 friends. *sorry, was too noisy to really catch both of your names*

One kinda "jiu hu" night huh, har har.. Fun girls to hang out! But high maintainance! After all the drinking and shouting, i was too tired to even drive, so i slept in car for HOURS, before sending L home. Count that i'm lucky or just the fact that she's drunk so she don't mind sleeping or she's understanding, but whatever.

Faith reach home at around 4+ but we left there at 6+ HAR HAR!! Now then i realise, today Saturday you like no work huh!

Bump onto mom when waiting for lift, had to lie to her again. Tired, and despite knowing doing all these are pointless, i still carried on. Why? I don't know, but deep down inside i know i have the answer to everybody's question.

As much as i wanted to help but, it seems its getting out of hand. I'm sorry!

2008-11-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than
that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses
your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her'!!

this type of email been going round recently, how true will it last?

2008-11-19T11:47:00.000+08:00

Someone once said: What goes around comes around..
Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Dance like nobody's watching.
Sing like nobody's listening.
Live like it's Heaven on Earth.

May there always be work for your hands to do; May your purse always hold a coin or two; May the sun always shine on your windowpane; May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain; May the hand of a friend always be near you;

May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you..

I AM SO SLEEPY CAN. Mahjong yesterday was one blur one, 3 way mahjong with me gong and er jie. Thanks er jie! Your laughter always cheers me up har har, maybe it sounded too overly funny

2008-11-16T11:55:00.001+08:00

Not going to update for a period. Nothing much goes on anyway.

Cheers

Going away soon

2008-11-14T01:38:00.000+08:00

memory failing me alot nowadays.

2008-11-10T11:00:00.001+08:00

tired...

2008-11-06T14:10:00.003+08:00

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2008-11-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

The best mistake i ever made....

What is going on with my life seriously.

Thanks Freda mei for being there and letting mi be there! Sisters for life! Someone i could never forget.

- Gonna celebrate Biao Mei Eranthe's & Mariah's belated birthday this month.
- Install Pivot Mega Raizin
- Change Steel Brake Hose

Gonna be broke so so soon..

Looking forward to the Malacca trip ^^ Staying in Condo!

The Halloween party at Jeremie's was great! not to mention that i drank so much without sleeping after my night shift. FUCKED UP FEELING MAN, worse than feeling drunk.

i'm out

2008-11-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

I copied this from sg-fit-jazz forum. I find it very very meaningful and touching.
This really shows the soft side and willing to sacrifice anything for someone u loved.

"A son asked his father, 'Dad, will you take part in a marathon with me?' The father who, despite having a heart condition, says 'Yes'. They went on to complete the marathon together.

Father and son went on to join other marathons, the father always saying 'Yes' to his son's request of going through the race together.

One day, the son asked his father, 'Dad, let's join the Ironman together, to which his father said 'Yes'.

For those who don't know, Ironman is the toughest triathlon ever.. The race encompasses three endurance events of a 2.4 mile (3..86 kilometer) ocean swim, followed by a 112 mile (180.2 kilometer) bike ride, ending with a 26.2 mile (42.195 kilometer) marathon along the coast of the Big Island.

Father and son went on to complete the race together. This is a really touching video. It reaffirms the immeasurable love parents have for their children

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=8cf08faca5dd9ea45513

2008-10-22T20:22:00.001+08:00

MY BACK FUCKING PAIN.

SITO DRIVING MI TO HOSPITAL FOR CHECK UP LATER.

I CAN'T EVEN WALK OR DRIVE NOW -.-'

2008-10-16T10:49:00.000+08:00

met up with jeff, andrew, vr and vr's friends and er jie for supper at jln kayu. but tired was the word to describe yesterday.

stayed at work place still 12 waiting for cai to reach, then meet Vanessa to update my policy, she said out of trouble for meet at J8 cause its near to us.

Reach home at around 4pm, ate lunch slept at 6pm, woke up at 7.30pm. Rushed out go fetch Sis hq and meet up with the rest. That explains why i was so tired

But i had one very weird dream, i was at Malacca with the rest. Cool, and there was Hebe & Yinning. [=

So tired of it, somehow Vanessa was the only one to ask mi to savage the problem.

Whatever it is, 'some pain still lurks even after recovery'. Freda sis, take care too huh. [=

My back hurts alot alot alot, it hurts even when i try to turn to my side while sleeping. Shit!!!

2008-10-11T15:18:00.001+08:00

accompanied baby to do her medicure with Mabel, Gin & Hian and then to Mel's & Imel's house for steam boat. And played game of life after eating, gosh. Was so tired.

Received an sms from NSportal, from 09/04/2009 0800hrs to 04/05/2009 2359 hrs, a total of 26.0 days overseas training.

Fun day for all, especially for my chong yin zhi, got herself nail extension and french medicure.. ay i don't know if its the right way to call it.

i was taught how to love again by you.

2008-10-08T19:13:00.001+08:00

It's All Coming Back To Me Now

There were nmights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If i just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And i banished every memory you and i had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, baby, baby

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
If i forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when i see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now

(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this (It's all coming back to me now)
And if we..

Its all coming back to me

2008-10-08T18:42:00.001+08:00

Used to be that I believed in something
Used to be that I believed in love
It's been a long time since I've had that feeling
I could love someone
I could trust someone
I said I'd never let nobody near my heart again darlin'
I said I'd never let nobody in

But if you asked me to
I just might change my mind
And let you in my life, forever
If you asked me to
I just might give you my heart
And stay here in your arms forever
If you asked me to
If you asked me to..

Somehow ever since I've been around you
Can't go back to being on my own
Can't help feeling darling since
I've found you
That I've found my home
That I'm finally home
I said I'd never let nobody get too close to me darling
I said I needed, needed to be free

(But if you asked me too...)

Ask me to, I will give my world to you baby
I need you now
Ask me to, I'll do anything for you baby, for you baby

If you asked me to
I'd let you in my life forever
If you asked me to

2008-10-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

Happy

1. delighted, pleased, or glad, as over a particular thing: to be happy to see a person.
2. characterized by or indicative of pleasure, contentment, or joy: a happy mood; a happy frame of mind.
3. favored by fortune; fortunate or lucky: a happy, fruitful land.
4. apt or felicitous, as actions, utterances, or ideas.
5. obsessed by or quick to use the item indicated (usually used in combination): a trigger-happy gangster. Everybody is gadget-happy these days.

I don't feel happy. Why? Fool, i am.
Perhaps you'll get what i mean, i miss the tenderness, i miss the feel, i miss your touch, i miss your misses, i miss your kisses & i miss your love alot, alot.

Doomed. Hope you like what i've planned for you tonight, 07/10/2008. I meant it by what i say, i'll celebrate your birthday for you every year, at least for this year. Happy, smiles and love from the depth of you is what i really want.

Because this very heart is thumping for you, don't let it stop, please.

-angel eyes, how many lies are there in your eyes.

2008-10-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

eating the cheese cake you bought for mi while blogging now. [=

I feel so useless siah, staying in Eunos but don't know how to get home from Katong after K-ing with Fat, Fat girlF & co just now. So i took a bus and stop near the petrol station and walked home. As i promised, i won't anyhow spend money, no taxi [=

TOMORROW GOTTA WAKE UP AT 5AM TO GO WORK! AHHHHHHHHHHH, STARTING WORK EARLY TILL 10pm haiz.. so tiring, but come to think of it. She's coming over my work place then staying over for 2 days, happy!

Requested same off days as her, then Zijian reminded mi something i wouldn't even want to remind myself, i gotta work 5 days straight Wednesday onwards. ARH!! can't wait till tomorrow night.

2008-10-03T18:50:00.000+08:00

Is this what i'm getting in exchange for what i wanted 1 month ago? If is true, just give mi all, give mi the best of it and i'll work hard to fight back what suppose to be mine. They say, He'll give,but taking away something in return.

Just receive call from Mommy that i can't drive from tomorrow onwards. A****** Insurance Company stop insuring us anymore. Which means, until we get another new Insurance Company, i have to resort to public transport.

Damn, and i have to come work by 6AM this sunday, how am i gonna wake up so early to take public transport. I know of another way, but its kinda impossible. Shrugs...

-Malaysia trip cancelled
-Er Jie wasted money to go down SIR Building get her passport done, i'm sorry.
-No transport to spin around with Eunice.
-Tuesday will be a mess.

GUNI KOH, JIA YOU. WORK HARD FOR IT, I MUST FIGHT FOR MY OWN STUFF! BY SITTING AND WAITING FOR MIRACLE TO HAPPEN, IT WILL NOT! HEHEHEHE..

WHEN THERES A WILL, THERE WILL BE A WAY!

2008-10-03T11:28:00.000+08:00

Waking up early is very hard, but receiving breakfast from dearest simply brighten up my day! THANKS LOVELY! <3

Breadful day huh.. [=

2008-10-02T11:49:00.000+08:00

Had a great yesterday with Zhi.

She finished one can of Cream Of Corn, BY HERSELF. God! Such appetite haha..

Finally played fireworks with her, smiles on her face means i've complete my task hahaha!!

Anyway, i was telling her about Harry Potter thing and there she goes with this pose. -.-'

2008-09-30T17:46:00.000+08:00

1. Genting trip cancel, but going to BoostZone to fix up my car and then sticker shop to redo all my stickers with Er Jie. Lunching at Carefoure jap restaurant.

2. New hair cut, short and BLACK! yes it look totally black for now [=

3. Saving money to change a new set of 15inch rim, soon.

Last but not least....

We're back together, Gunice.

It is not day, truly.

2008-09-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

HAD MY FINAL HAIR CUT FROM MIKO TODAY!!!! as in, she's going back malaysia for maternity leave so had my hair done up with more 'kimchi' look! hahaha, so by the time she's back, it should be long enough!

Met up Mariah, Fat & FatgirlF for quick dinner before coming to work. Gosh i'm so dead tired, had my sleeping time wrong yesterday. Got home around 5 plus from Karaoke with er jie, bro & chen yang @ party world, nothing beats the funny group! HAR HAR~!~!

But, i woke up at 12 noon and start to mingle around at home till 8pm, went to bed, initially just wanted to take a "NAP" but was too tired to 'wait' so, literally slept till 8am today! Yeah, was awake since 8am till now. ** I'm WORKING now **, knocking off at 10am tomorrow. Gonna be so tired lah.

Anyway, thanks Er Jie for 'including' her on the trip to genting but i don't think its a wise idea to do so right now.

I think what Mother say is right, thanks Mom. I guess she'll know how important i look her upon in my heart now. Don't be treated like a sand, getting twist and turn around for fun.

2008-09-28T08:50:00.000+08:00

Prepared

adjective
1.
made ready or fit or suitable beforehand; "a prepared statement"; "be prepared for emergencies" [ant: unprepared]
2.
having made preparations; "prepared to take risks" [syn: disposed]
3.
equipped or prepared with necessary intellectual resources; "graduates well equipped to handle such problems"; "equipped to be a scholar"

How prepared are you in life? Does this ever cross your life especially when you're missing or worrying for someone, your heart, mind, body and day becomes empty. It does for me somehow. But i'm sick and tired to feel that way, prolly. No, i'm not having menses.

Er Jie been emphasizing true friends or whatever are those catagorized, will only show their true color when situation arises.

Eg. Would you go all out just to make your bestie smile when he/she feeling down, would you take extra measure just to make sure he/she still living well? Advises we gave might not be what you really want but that's the way we want to you be, at least we find that its good for you at the moment.

I don't mind drinking, pubbing but just not clubbing! HAHAHHA i'm so not gonna pay for the entrance free for one free drinks. Thou the ladies are hot in there. Speaking of which, i can still remember those days when i often go Club because Da Jie ask mi to go, at least to look over those WOMEN incase they are wasted.

My best impression was at Devils Bar, the pole dancer 'invited' me up to dance with her but i rejected her, Da Jie and friends were like 'come'on, don't be a mood spoiler!' haha.

Those times when i frequent 'Discussion' with friends. But there are times when i went alone, drink with the boss and the girls who drank with me. It was hella fun, well at least the talk were [=

But... i stop going those places since mid-end last year, told myself i wanna settle down and those places i should stop going. It would not bring any good but misunderstanding. Sometimes i don't understand when people say, 'time will not only change enviroment but people as well', but now i do.

Love is an important factor in physical and emotional intimate relationships. Though the term is notoriously difficult to define, any thoughtful inquiry into the subject will show it to be qualitatively, not only quantitatively, different than liking, and the difference is not merely in the presence or absence of sexual attraction. According to one analysis, love in relationships is divided into two types: passionate and companionate. Passionate love is intense longing, and is often accompanied by physiological arousal (shortness of breath, rapid heart rate). Companionate love is affection and a feeling of intimacy and is not necessarily accompanied by physiological arousal.
People that are in an intimate relationship with one another are often called a couple, especially if the members of that couple have ascribed some degree of permanency to their relationship. Such couples often provide the emotional security that is necessary for them to accomplish other tasks, particularly forms of labor/work. A popular American phrase states: "Couples that work together, lurk together."

2008-09-25T03:21:00.000+08:00

i'm so looking forward to the KTV session with Sis, bro and friends!

Gotta head down Ecp collect stuff before going KTV. But there's our Axio meet up leh... I'm caught in the middle, ONCE AGAIN. I think i'm gonna stop by the Meet up before going down Karaoke with Sister.

Arg...

2008-09-24T20:18:00.001+08:00

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2008-09-24T10:17:00.000+08:00

all humans deserve a second chance, so does you and me.

how well can human treasure and cherish this chance over again, only time will tell.

It is not day.

2008-09-23T22:46:00.000+08:00

feeling so tired whenever i drop to night shift. literally had to pull myself up from bed, shrugs. Luckily i had done my shower before i head to bed after dinner! HAHAH... its just a small secret between you and me ok, cause i rushed down to work right when i wake up!!! OH OH! After i brush my teeth that is, but without shower haha.

Met up with some old friends recently, Shi min, Jin Wen and lots.. And met a new friend call Emilia!

HAHAHA NOT FORGETTING MY BELOVED LAME ER JIE [=

"Be it a rebounce or not, time will definately close up the gap between two. But, once mutal trust between two shattered, it takes alot of effort to heal the gap. Effort is the word."

okok, some updates in life. Been reading up alot about astrology, after reading an email regarding the size of the planet. It is so INTERESTING LAH? Imagine Sun isn't the largest solar out there, and Jupiter is so much bigger than Earth when Earth is bigger than other solar.. !

My vision getting blurred out especially my left eye recently, been seeing double or totally blur. Very dangerous especially on the road, going to visit the optical shop this thursday! Hopefully i didn't get any degree from this. I can't wear spec!

Was caught beating red light on 6th Sep morning while searching for present with Mabel. Bah, 12 points + $200. Mother said this, "i know that time you are not in the best mood to do anything, so i won't be surprise but please don't repeat the same mistake again". YES I KNOW MOTHER, just stop repeating, i need to chill. !

Anticipating our Genting trip with Er jie and her friends haha.. damn cool! HURRY HURRY COME.. ah before that, i think i gotta go take my bag and ipod from Eunice, i assume the bus journey would be long! NEED SOME MUSIC MAN!!

Sunshine is sick!! ]=

ok, this post is totally rubbish-ed

2008-09-16T08:57:00.000+08:00

2008-09-15T17:11:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pke-IIU7cus 古巨基 - 情歌王

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NtvuSneHeog&feature=related 古巨基 - 情歌王

insomia, dilemma.

2008-09-15T09:14:00.001+08:00

was he wrong trying to change her to someone better for her own good? why didn't he change her heart which belongs to him forever.

he knows he once asked her to move on if she see anyone else better along the way, because he know she will not but this is the only way he could get assurance from her. Because he find it harder to say, 'baby, you won't leave me right? You'll love me forever till old, till we have white hairs on top of our head as we stroll along the beach in the morning'. JUST BECAUSE HE IS NOT THE EXPRESSIVE TYPE TO DO SO AND HE FIND IT SO MUSHY, that's why he didn't.

seeing her change days over days, hurt him throughly. she told him, he had changed but he did not, the one who changed was her. He was still the one she love and the one that loves her. He knows she's still the one he loves, and, maybe she still know, that, he's the one she love.

i was once told, that you love the way i am and do not ever change at all. i do not wish to put up any fake acts along the days we had because i'm afraid that you might question yourself, 'how exactly is he like?'.

We been thru so much ups and downs, just because i want to make our relationship stronger after each wave. I even wanted us to go ROM soon once we settle down on your side.

Marriage isn't something to joke around about. So is relationship before marriage.

1 year plus is just so short lived, our first anniversary, which was the first and the last. Your birthday celebration i had for you last year and my birthday was the first and the last too. I told you before, that i will make up your birthday celebration for last year when you had to rush for time.

I think of the days we had when i'm alone, i think of the love we had when i'm lost. But, I just can't help to think that, we can't be loved by each any more. Baby, I admit i've made a mistake, i'm sorry for the way of loving from me couldn't reach to you fast enough for you to realize.

Remember the human course? Remember our Luge-Ride? Remember our first movie, transformer? Remember the way you love snaping picture of me & you in my room secretly?

You say i don't express out myself, because this is me. But for you, just you. I'm changing for the better, like how i always told you to change to the better to keep our lovin' go stronger!

I LOVE YOU, BABY [=

2008-09-10T16:30:00.001+08:00

I've decided to go do some Charity on 20th this month.

Basically just drive around those helpers to send hampers to those needys. A whole day event, hopefully i can get off for that day..

~~just wish that God will lighten my punishment..~~

Been repeating Leo Ku's - 勁歌金曲2 情歌王, some how it sum up some things and i won't deny that it did stir up some emotion in me. Yes i'm emotional, EMOTIONAL GUY! HAHAHAH that's Guni for you.

Well, thanks Freda mei.. Guess it's like a return graditute huh? Many years ago, i was there for you when you're in the deepest dwell.

2008-09-08T17:06:00.000+08:00

how would you feel when you know you can't do anything except 'waiting and believing' and nothing else more you could do in life?

I'll do what you told me, wait.

Each day is like a living torment.

Everybody live their life with script and the world is their stage.

2008-09-02T05:50:00.003+08:00

my life has reach a crash course. a real bad crash, because i didn't steer to the route i wanted and let it auto pilot.

I had the hardest driving moment in my life on wednesday morning after sending Jason, Mary and 2nd Sis Qi home after Karaoke. I had to keep myself awake and all, after sending 2nd Sis Qi home, i literally drove being half awake. I nearly hit onto the barrier after exiting Pie to Eunos, damn i'm too tired.

Reach home around 3.30am, went bed and had one super long sleep and dream. I dreamt of what's happening around me, both of them happily. And i woke up after that at around 2pm, telling myself. 'Dreams are suppose to be the reverse of what's in reality', but, reality shows its cruelity. [=

Went back to sleep a while later and i dreamt that i've got a younger sister, she looks like Hazel! Well, she almost had the same character as her, or i could say its really her. And i wonder, if i really got a younger sister, will she be like her? Bubbly type while i'm more to the everything just keep it to me and bear all guilt. Man, i wish i really got a sister or sibling. Probably i could get all this over with even faster.. The dream is so warming, it goes something like.. Reach home after school, change into something comfy and enter her room and talk to her.

Me: mei, what you doing?
Dream Sis: just listening to song, wassup?
Me: need some help, glad i still have you by my side.
Dream sis: what's wrong, tell me if you feel like to...
Me: *blah blah blah blah*
Dream sis: don't worry, i'll still be your lovely sister, and you'll be my dearly brother no matter what happen.
*hug*

wow, isn't that warming? well, at least for me. Speaking of which, i supposed to have a younger brother, but... i'm a murderer.. If he's around he should be few years younger than me, probably 17-19 this year. IF HE'S AROUND, i won't be this lonely, pathetic or sad. Sometimes i think i just need someone to be by my side. Someone very close, since i got communication problem with my mom, and she's the only kin i have left. I'm such a failure, in all aspect. In friendship, as son, and even in relationship. I'M A MURDERER.

Thanks to those who stand by me this few days, especially mabel, tim, mel, wen, jo, kawei, kahlun, jeffrey, Da Jie, Er Jie, mother & my late dad.

Thanks daddy for listening to your son's grumble and grief. Sorry for i still have to let you worry even after you left us. Daddy, i love you and i still treat you like a father no matter what happened before, sorry i didn't have a courage to tell you how much i love you and grateful to have you in my life. Perhaps i'm not good in expressing out myself. I'll always remember your teachings, for whoever i am now today is all thanks to your guidance, i appreciate it. Love you Dad!

Life's hard but you only live once, live without regret.

2008-08-29T04:58:00.005+08:00

Time check, 29/08/2008 0458hrs

Here goes a simple love story,

Boy went to his ex class mate BBQ somewhere last year July, his friend brought along a friend and he could sense some shyness from the Girl, so he went over and sat beside Girl and they strike their very first conversation. From the talk, Boy could tell his Girl is simple yet unique in a way.

Both of them are so immerse with their conversion, they did not notice that the whole lot is preparing to go home. Boy was feeling kinda down that he might not have the chance to see the Girl again, so he decided to walk with her from the bbq pit to the taxi stand with the rest. Everyone could tell there was something within us, Boy thought that she was attached and all and he didn't ask for her contact.

Boy initiate the idea of sending her home by his friend car, but the friend of the Boy didn't want to, still a stranger to her. So they gave the friend and the Girl a ride to his place so that they could take a cab home.

After they got off, Boy's friend asked, 'why you treat her so good? Are you up to some motive?'. He said this, 'nah, just feel like to, because she gave mi the feeling that i should care for her'. And they laughed, just about to light up his cigarette, a message came. Boy thought, 'who the hell would message mi at this hour, could it be...? No way, we didn't exchange contact at all!' The Girl actually messaged! 'Heh..' The Girl asked for the Boy's number from their same friend. The Boy instantly felt something going thru his whole body, 'could this be, love?'.

The Girl asked if they could talk on the phone that night, and that's their first phone conversation. Boy told Girl something, 'i don't really like to talk on the phone that much, because it feels no sincerety and i'm not a good talker, but if you don't mind i'll fine with it'. The next morning, Boy went back his secondary school for volleyball practice. He didn't want to think so much because she might just want to be his friend, that's all. And he was very afraid that he would hurt her because of the way he is, if they were together..

On his way to school, Girl messaged him 'good morning' And they talked on the phone again, this time round their conversation was even longer. Girl said she likes red and just coincidence, Boy was wearing his red jersey and he told her, 'i'm wearing my red jersey, so coincidence'. 'You must look good in red, i love red and i like those people in red'. Boy was even more afraid now, he scare she's just playing around, so he wouldn't dare to do much, he even tried to avoid it. But.. Once the feeling comes it can't be stopped.

When he reached school, he called her. Boy should be involving in the practice but, he just felt like hearing her voice so he talk to her.

Few days after, Boy told his good brother who is also his senior, 'Bro, i think i'm in love!' Boy could tell that the Girl has something for him too. So he arrange her to meet him after his open cup match every night, actually he wanted her to see him play in a match but time isn't right every time, as the Girl knock off work late. Finally, one fine night, the Girl went down. Boy went to the bus stop and fetch her, as they cross the road, he held her hands and cross the road but he could tell that she's feeling awkward so he let go.

But then again, he held her hands when he's reaching the rest of the team and he introduced, 'Ay, this's my girl friend!' Everyone was shocked! So did the Girl, cause the Boy place his arm over her shoulder as he introduce her to the rest.

He was deeply in love, but Boy's character, he must have the decision in the relationship, Boy has a big man thinking, because he wants this relationship to last. For he has seen and done alot, he must guide her to all the good.

They went off earlier and they took a long stroll along Kallang river, as much as he wanted to say 'i love you, would you be my girl friend?' He couldn't, because he hasn't assure her feelings for him. Being so sweaty and smelly, he brought up the idea of going home to shower first before sending her home. Girl waited outside the house for Boy...

Both of them sat at her staircase for a very long time so talk, out of impulse, the Boy place his arm over her shoulder again and bring her closer to him. And the first kiss was planted on her forehead before he went home. Girl messaged him, 'Err.. dear what are we now? Boy smiled in the taxi and replied, 'just like what you call me.. we are official for sure! i love you!'.

July 06 2008 was the day they were together..

Day passes, Boy showed his true colors, his character and his temper. He told her, 'Darling, i showing you this because i love you, i don't want you to have question like how exactly is my boy friend.' As much as he told her all those, he wish she would tell him all about herself too.

Week passes, love grew stronger but he went down to her work place and fetch her home from work. And even brought her back home to show his mom, he even show her to his room and wanted to tell her this, 'Darling, from this day on, this will be yours and my room, our room', but he couldn't bring up the courage to say the exact word.

Soon, they started quarrel, Boy would always scold Girl for doing all the bad stuff, because he don't wish to see her to learn all the bad things in life. There are no shortcut in life, in love too.
He always want her to understand why and how the quarrel start and learn from it. He knew she won't leave him no matter what happens, so did he.

He stopped going back for volleyball practices as much as he did before when he got his job. She was happy for him, he wanted to support her and start a family with her, many times he wish time would pass so quickly that they are already married. But, quarrels became more and more often, to him, quarrel are part of relationship and even in marriage, if there are no quarrel the love would not grow.

She has given him her first kiss, he felt like dying, dying in love. Alot of time he felt like so drunk, drunk in love. He couldn't bare to hurt her so he respected her in all aspect. Time after time, he wanted to meet her parent, to gain more trust from her parent. But Girl has some family issue, soon he knew this he wanted to help her but she said its okay. With just him in her life, she's contended.

Quarrels after quarrels, tears starting flowing down her beautiful yet innocent face. He felt the pain, but he has to let her feel the cruel judgement in life.

One day, he feel sick, admitted to hospital, Girl rushed down after her school to visit him and then rush off to work, days after days she cried seeing her love one laying on bed helplessly, he scold her for feeling sad as in he's gonna leave this world for good. But deep down, he wanted to say, 'darling, don't cry.. i will never leave you no matter what happen'. So he made a promise with her.

Each and everyday with her was heavenly, he just couldn't think that what if one day he can't care for her anymore. Life will be so miserably, but when he reminded himself that she won't leave him, he forgets all tension and smiled.

He was happy when friends around her said she changed for the good, she was under good influence he thought. So he taught her how to doll up herself even better, he was doing this for her own good.

Months later, Girl birthday came, he brought her to a restaurant for celebration and he even ask his mom and friends along. He was sad that she couldn't stay over as she had some dispute with her mom before coming down. But, he have to respect her mother's decision. He was really happy because that's the first time ever he get to celebrate birthday with his love one. He wanted to celebrate every birthday with her.

Their first valentine was splendid, he was happy that he is the one spending with her, to him. That was the best gift, and his gift for her was full of hellium baloons and a flower was hiding within, he knew she loves flower he gave her ever since he given her the first one. But time slip his head and he forgot hellium couldn't last long. Boy popped his car boot where he had his gift for Girl, to him it was complete failure but to her. It was full of loves..

Soon, Boy's birthday came. It was his 21st, he was really happy that Girl could celebrate with him with the rest, but he partially neglected Girl thru out the celebration, in his mind he thought she woudn't mind and all. But he was wrong..

Things became bad, he think back of all the tears she shed for him and the neglect he gave, he couldn't bare to hurt her so he came to the very last resort to ask her to leave him. As much as he do not want to, he had to, because he keep thinking that he can't bring any happiness to her. He said the most hurting words ever to her, to let her lose hope in him. But when he saw tears gathering up in her eyes, he felt bad and sorry. He wanted to tell her, 'i'm sorry, i shouldn't have done this.. i really love you, i scare you might leave mi one day' But he did not again.. he said, 'okay, lets just give us one more chance, the very next time we quarrel we'll just walk off ourselves'.

He hate to see her cry, because it hurts both of them. He always want to see her smile, without worries but in her eyes, he sees worries and hurt. Ever since that day, he told himself he must love her more, he started to shower her with more love, care and concern. He just couldn't bare to see her leaving him. Almost everyday, Boy said i love you to Girl, but he once told her, if he say 'i love you' everyday, she might think he's just saying for the sake of saying. But he make it to a point whereby, every time she stays over and in the morning, he would kiss her and say, 'i love you babe'.

Months pass, a year came, they celebrated their first anniversary. He was so drown with work burden that he forgot it! Mainly because he never celebrated it before, so he don't remember how important it is.

Things became very bad for them, when he knows she started lying about her late nights out with friends. To her, she calls them friends. But to him, he sees something more than that.. To Boy, she seldom hangs out so late and goes out oftenly, the time and the day they meet up eventually became lesser and lesser. He was really afraid of losing her so he forbid her to stay out so late without telling him. Boy decided to tell Girl how much he love her and wanted to get marry with her, but after he told her that, he saw something he think he should not have seen in her phone. All these while, Boy trusted her so he didn't went to find the group on his own, Boy just want to know the update because Girl would always say its all settle but to him, he can sense that is not settled.

She lied to him again, this time round he was really really angry. To him, when two complete stranger became lover, it ties down to commitment. He found out among the group Girl hangs out with, there's someone who likes her. They quarrelled, Boy brought up the idea of break up since he thinks she can speak a lie for that person.

He was really furious, and no matter how much Girl apologise it didn't went in, because he couldn't take it that the fact he told her how much he love her, she did that to him. Girl asked for other choice than break up, Boy has an alternative choice but he couldn't say out because he wants her to understand what she's doing isn't correct at all. So he decided to talk it over after her work. All he can think of is, to consult that person. To him, that's the best idea, but to her. She doesn't want him to do that, at that point. Boy thinks she's still defending for him, he was really upset.

Boy has always prioritise their love infront of anything elses, as long as she needs him he would try his very best to make it. Unless he was tie down with work. This time round, he wants her to understand that she has prioritise their love second infront of anything else, just for that time.

But when he knew he is gonna lose her, he did all he can to make her stay, but it was all too late. It all went to a point of no return, he do not know who can he turn to, he regretted giving her the chance to hang out with them. During the days of cooling down, he kept thinking that she will come back to him, but he didn't notice something important, that is.. Girl's love for Boy's started fading off as each day passes. As much as he do not wish to admit the fact, he had to eventually.

Boy's and Girl's love ended after 448 days, 38707200 hours... To date, he still can't accept the fact that he lost someone he loved so much. But he always deny that he love her that much. After he read the letter she wrote for him back when he was hospitalise, he cried. He still told himself, to give them time, he thought she would go back to him but... Girl has confessed her love for that guy and they got together.

Boy hate to admit that but he have to in order to move in, boy just hope the decision she made this time isn't wrong and always be happy like when they are together, or rather happier. No one could understand how Boy felt after all this, the pain and retreat he got to sacrifice. After all happened, Boy finally knew how much torture and pain he had let Girl been thru, crying nights and all. He enjoy every days of their life together... This time round, Boy was the one who couldn't let go.

He understand if one day Girl were to return, the feeling won't be the same unless both of them are really to start all over again, but.. The day won't come, for sure, she has found happiness with that guy. Boy has given them their blessing, no matter how much he wants to deny its all nightmare, he can't. Because, in reality, it happened.

Boy's sentiment. He been thru a period of time when he felt love and loved alot.. He do not wish to end this cruel ending because he believes if he loves someone, he shouldn't be bothered about her past and wrong doings. He would over come it with the Girl if she's willing to give them both a chance. The Boy still loves the Girl deeply and it has not stop since it started, he believes in her.. Boy won't give up totally, because

True love has no ending..

This story, i hope it can reach out to all lovers and couple not to stop giving in a relationship and never once let your feeling down for a bit. NEVER EVER, because in a blink of an eye, you might just lose your love one no matter how long have both of you been thru just like that.

Giving more won't shorten your life, don't assume that oppersite party knows how much you love them like the way they love you. NEVER lie, not at all. When you start a relationship, the word commitment is a massive action..

To guys, when your love on says she love you, she really meant it. Give her the assurance of love, because she needs it. When your love one says she needs you, she hopes you can be there for her, even if its just a phone call away, because its you that she loves. Actions and words are what they need and hope to hear.

To girls, when your love one doesn't says he love you, it doesn't means he don't love you at all, he just don't want you to have the thinking that saying 'i love you' is just for the sake of saying.
When your love one wants to be there for you, in action it meant he want to be there for you, forever. Not all guys are good with words, action always speak louder than words for us.

When both of you quarrel over something and doesn't get back, think of why and how did both of you got together, think of the days spent, think of the intimate period. Why isn't others but you? Because you love each other.. She entrusted herself to you, he only wants you and only him to you.

I'm glad that i'm the first one to read this story....

Time check: 29/08/2008 0659hrs

2008-08-26T05:28:00.000+08:00

Had dinner at my place with baby after fetching her from work.. that's so love! [=

Went ahead to sheesha after that with Gong, of course not letting her know that i'm bringing her to sheesha... It was meant to be a surprise after all, i still remember many many months ago she told mi about going there with her school mate and feel like going again. [=

As long you enjoy it baby, loves!

Have another surprise up for her later, hopefully it goes according to my plan. Loves baby [=

Eunice Chong Yin Zhi,
You are love!

2008-08-21T04:13:00.000+08:00

飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤
学会坚强

从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你

我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补你的伤
没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤你如此
不再放肆

为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错
错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你

2008-08-19T17:03:00.000+08:00

我带着一颗疲惫的心走了　
我知道自己在你心里已不重要
虽然我们曾经相聚过　
也许对於你来说已经
没有什么值得回忆

我带着一颗沉重的心走了　
我知道自己没有勇气道别离
虽然我们曾经拥有过　
但是对於你来说
已经没有什么值得回忆

难道早以註定　
不能真正拥有你
难道我真心付出一切　
只为了承受孤单和寂寞
我知道你不敢对我坦白　
是不要看到我的伤怀
虽然你没有说要离开我　
我已经感到你不再属於

我如果你还爱我　
你不会对我如此的冷漠
又怎会让我在漫漫长夜独自徘徊
如果你还爱我　
你不会对我如此的冷漠
我只能含着眼泪默默的离开

2008-08-16T21:16:00.001+08:00

yes i do..

3 words to answer almost everything..

xoxoxo

2008-08-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

yes i do..

3 words to answer almost everything..

xoxoxo

2008-08-15T01:18:00.000+08:00

bored.

are promise meant to be broken? then what for make promises when can't even keep it..

fuck it seriously, i'm sick of it, totally.

2008-07-24T19:17:00.001+08:00

i cannot fall sick i cannot fall sick, but i fell sick eventually. Hmmm, i think its like the 2nd or 3rd week since then.

GOSH

Some strange illness, but look like typical body heaty to me. I have irregular on off fever, migranes, body aches, chest pain constaintly and bad, i mean very bad cough! To the extend i got some blood plallets in my phlgm(whatever the spelling)

Not sure if i'm able to make it for the 'Partey' with sister shawty. Hmmm but i will and i must go JB this saturday to get my springs FIX!

I'll come back with a much lowered Axio MUHAHAHAHAHAH! Till then...

the story continues..

2008-07-24T19:17:00.000+08:00

2008-07-13T00:58:00.000+08:00

SCAMMED by dumpling noodle located at Eunos Crescent Block 1A hawker.

Imagine paying $5 for a plate of dumpling noodle, additional noodle and the boss on self account added dumpling for mi. Let mi break down the cost, $3 for a plate of noodle, $1.50 for additional noodle, $0.50 for a piece of dumpling.

Best thing was, there isn't any signboard indicating for any additional cost AT ALL. Fucked

It doesn't taste VERY NICE nor the dumpling was anything SPECIAL.

How fucked up can the economic be now. With the upraising taxi fare, accomodation and GST, i won't be surprise if i migrate out of Singapore sooner or later. Modification of cars can't, over speeding just abit, ticket will start issuing. gosh...................................

2008-07-06T14:08:00.000+08:00

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2008-07-02T05:37:00.000+08:00

My blog is so gonna die any moment from now.

Well, some thing to share to my blogders, my CAR is back! Yeah, after a gruesome 3 months plus in the workshop after my accident. Its finally back to the rightful owner.

But..... according to the workshop, once my car is out of the workshop the case will start to investigate again. Well, 'we only get to live this century once, live it with an impact'.

Feel so like fixing a 2 way alarm, lightings and rims lah, but money constrain. WHY AM I SO POOR? Fucked life. I must born into a wealthy family next generation if there's any.

Tomorrow gonna meet up my ex shatec classmate, going for sakae sushi @ somerset. Another eating session lol.

Alright, back to work. [=

eunice you sarked [=

2008-06-14T22:54:00.000+08:00

i dreamt that Chew Goon ppl tell mi that my car can't take back. and is under 'TOTAL LOSS'

]=

2008-06-06T03:25:00.000+08:00

after i met with accident nearly 3 months ago, my heart will skip very fast whenever, whatever vehicle transport i'm on, while crossing cross junction.

SCAREDEDEDED!!! lol

2008-05-27T08:24:00.000+08:00

guess my 21st birthday past just like that. Well, the amount of ppl who turned up isn't really half of what i thought would be. Can't blame, it falls on the weekday.

At least my lil sis Freda came down despite having flu! Thanks sister! <3

Mom & eunice been helping out with the prep for the night itself too, thanks [=

21st birthday MUST celebrate with a BOMB

2008-05-14T10:47:00.000+08:00

AHAHHAHAHAHAH PLEASE TEL MI I'M THE FIRST MALE GUY USING SWEET PYNK VIEWTY!

HAIL TO GUNI ALTOOMIGHTY